Tuesday, September 20, 2016

Catching UP

I've just had another down episode.  This one wasn't as bad as the last, but I did stay in my pajamas all day Sunday and Monday.  Got some extra sleep on my excellent bed I'm still paying for.  Zorro (my cat) loved it because he got extra time in my lap and got to nap with me too.  I've picked up more work hours for the coming month starting this week so I can get some things paid for without scraping by.  I'm going up to check our Del Coronado library now.  It's been left alone for 2 weeks--there might be some mess to clean up.

Oh yeah, I lost 2 pounds this week!  I was so surprised when I weighed in this morning!  I'll take that!

This week I'll be doing only a protein shake for breakfast.  We'll see how that works out on the scale.

I noticed on my last lab results that B1 is the vitamin that I'm very low on.  I looked on my B complex label and don't see B1?  Wonder what the deal is with that.  I'll have to buy a separate B1 supplement.

I'm doing much better with work now.  I got a review the other day of 4 out of 5.  That's awesome.  Hopefully, I can keep my quality up and see my rating stay there or go up.  Here's hoping...

To all you out there struggling with depression--today is not your final day.  Things can change in a heartbeat.  Be kind to yourself, nurture yourself, and try again tomorrow.  And prayer never hurts a situation either!

Mom signed me up as a vendor in November for silent auctions of my Zentangle stuff.  Now I need to make some new stuff!  That'll give me something interesting to do.  So it's good.

Got a call from the Amazon affiliate program yesterday offering me a job and I turned it down.  Don't want to be anything near a CSR.  Told them I'm happy in transcription, and I am.

Gotta go now--hope to remember to write more frequently.  And again, I hope this helps somebody out.


Wednesday, September 14, 2016

Wed 9/14/16 Bible Study and first Personal Blog Post

This is the first of my blog posts that are my personal journal online.  It's going to be totally honest and open.  I'm 51, divorced, had gastric bypass, and I'm bipolar.  You may find that I'm struggling with the same things you're struggling with.  If so, I hope that this blog gives you insight and hope.

We had our first Bible study today on angels.  We've learned that they were created by God, that 1/3 of them rebelled against God led by Satan/Lucifer, we've learned that the good angels are God's messengers, and that they are in heaven praising God all the time.

I'm kind of sleepy today, but I still got my small nap in after lunch.  Whenever I take my meds I always get sleepy and it helps my stomach to take a rest after eating lunch too.  I was able to do my transcription work for 3 hours this morning--that should help out with my dwindling bank account.  I'm going to keep working more 3-hour shifts and see how that goes.  When I try to work longer than that I get too tired.

Tomorrow morning I go over to Safeway across the street to get the chips for the pizza party on Friday.  I'm still not sure why I volunteered myself to do this party, but it's going to happen whether I'm happy about or not.  Hopefully, everybody will have fun at the party and that'll be all that mattered.

I'm back on track with my medications this past week after having a memory loss episode and forgetting my pills I think twice the week before.  It takes a long time for my system to get back on track when I forget my pills like that.  I seem to be better memory-wise this week so that's good!  I'm always worrying about my memory getting worse and it seems to come and go, usually it's worse after I've been on my manic side for a couple of days.

I need to check on the Del Coronado library tomorrow morning.  My friend Jeannie who acts as librarian is out of state visiting with her brother and sister-in-law.  I haven't really thought that much about the library lately, but I guess people are still using it so I'll make sure it's tidy tomorrow morning.

I'm still thinking about getting that metabolic panel from DHL laboratories, but I need to save back the $430 that they ask for for the panel and a specialist review over the phone.  I really think it would get me started in a good way onto nutrient therapies for bipolar.

That's all I can think of for now.  Like I said, it'll be honest and I hope somebody out there gets help from it.  Praise God for another day!


Wednesday, July 20, 2016

What's Happening?

I've taken an extended vacation from working, but now I'm feeling the pinch of not having that extra money.  I've been searching for another online job so that I can get away from the depressing documents that I transcribe for SpeakWrite.  I'm not sure it's going to work out so I might just need to change my attitude toward the documents.  A little changed thinking might get them from depressing to encouraging.  I have started drawing again, but not full force.  My Mom & I are going to start drawing Zentangle together on Saturdays--that'll help me boost my creativity.  Increasing my drawing time should also help me get out of the depression that I'm currently in.  Hopefully, I'll have some drawings to post soon!

Thursday, May 12, 2016

Busy Busy Busy

My life has become very busy lately!  I've become a business partner with Melissa Black who is selling her cross stitching art online.  I am the business mind behind her artistic mind.  Hopefully though, I'll be able to supply designs for her to stitch that are Zentangle-based.  Looking forward to seeing how the business grows!  Check out her art at http://mbcrossstitcher.blogspot.com/ or on Facebook under MB Cross Stitcher Handmade Gifts.  Leave us some comments or like our Facebook page.

Sunday, April 3, 2016

No Challenges

I have decided that I took on too much when I started the two challenges on my blog.  I haven't been drawing enough and my blog has become stale.  Instead of starting a new challenge, I will instead start drawing more and participating in other challenges again as I go.  It has been fun seeing all the entries to my challenges and I hope that you've had fun too!

Thursday, November 19, 2015

A little practice

Here's a tile I did last Saturday at our Green Valley/Sahaurita Zentangle Get Together.

Sunday, October 18, 2015

Another Pic of the 11x14 WIP

Here's my gift drawing--a work in progress.  For some reason, it's taking me forever to get this done!